I Expect Nothing from No One

When I was fourteen years old. I acquired my first job. My first paycheck was the best feeling in the world. I grew up poor in the project on welfare. I don't come from a lot, but ever since I was little I knew I wanted to do big things. I currently work two jobs to support myself and take four classes right now in college. My mom and dad do not pay for none of my possessions they don't even pay for my college education.

The Magic of Life

One thing I have learned while being on this earth is that life is magical. You only have one life, but people waste it on being untrue to themselves. We pretend to be something were not for the love of others. I'm proud to be me in every way, shape or form. From my big lips to my long legs to my nappy hair to my dark skin. I'm proud to say that I've been out of the closet since I was 15. It wasn't easy, but I'm free to be me. I haven't been in contact with my family for almost two years, but I'm okay...I'm living. Life is magical because IT'S YOUR LIFE AND NO ONE CAN CONTROL IT ! You get to pick and choose who you want in it. You get to decide what you want to work as. Sadly, a lot of people live lies. They don't want to hurt anyone but at the same time they are hurting themselves by not being free.  Dying isn't scary...being old and realized you lived your whole life for others...now that scary.

What happens when the gay man is no longer impressed with the straight man ?

Let's talk shall we ? As a gay man growing up in the early 2000's. Being in love with straight men was something that I couldn't help. There was something about the straight male  I found so appealing. The masculinity, the deep voice, the roughness. Gay porn didn't help. Porn from back then and even today is so straight man fueled. For example: Jimmy fucks his best friend after a drunk night of wrestling. Another example: Greg is a straight guy who really needs money today so, he's going to suck on three dicks. Like what the fuck ? How straight can you be when you start to rim another guy? You could offer me a crap ton of money and I wouldn't sleep with a women, it not the way I'm programmed. So back to gay men, with gay marriage in effect and other LBGT things going on for gay people I think that we are starting to be comfortable in our  own skin.  That should be a good thing we owe it to the next generation of gay men who are growing up. Straight men are hot but beauty comes from with in. Here are some tips : If you want to meet some gay men in your area without the help of social media delete grindr, tindr and etc. And head to a gay club or a gay bar. Especially if you live in a small city. Maybe head to a bigger city where the gay life is more abundant. Nervous or scared to go to a gay bar or a gay club ??? Go with a friend to support you or to help keep you safe.

Nationality

I was born in Boston, Massachusetts to Bernanette Bethune & George Herbert. I don't want to talk about my history I want to talk about my ethnic background. Both my parents were born on a little island call Montserrat is the West Indies. It was the second island discovered by Christopher Columbus (gross right ?). It is an English owned territory with an active volcano. The island was a part of the slave trade. People were brought from Africa and were made slaves on the island. A couple hundred years later  people from Ireland were bought to the island because of slavery. When an Irish man and an African women love each other they have little mulatto babies. A couple hundred years later here I am. A 6'4 light skinned man. I'm proud of my African and English/Irish DNA.